alter-ego13

i refuse to be under your thumb i refuse to be oppressed by your ignorance i refuse to be stuck in this situation i refuse to be trapped in your mind games i refuse to be cornered into this disaster i refuse to be carrying the burden of your mistakes i refuse to be restrained by your limitations i refuse to be repeating your failures i refuse to be held back at your level i refuse to be made into you

she couldn't take it anymore couldn't move couldn't think couldn't breath the pain wouldn't just go away so she reached for her old friend that silver fiend with the wicked smile and pressed his teeth to her wrist and let him bite deep in that old familiar way because she couldn't handle the world anymore

nothing's making any sense the world is flying by i'm spinning in circles a never ending cycle where am i going? what am i doing? i try to catch the hand reaching toward me but it slips from my grasp falling down into the darkness it is all consuming falling falling falling someone hear me someone help me falling falling falling no one here no one around falling falling falling nothing's making any sense everything's in hyper speed everyone's passing me by slipping out of my reach as i try to catch them no one can hear me no one makes a sound falling falling falling down here it's so dark down here it's so lon

I tell you I hate you When I want to tell you I love you I push you away When I really want to hold you tight I tell you I never want to see you again When really I can't go a day without you Please understand I don't want to hurt you I want to protect you I don't want you to end up broken like I did This is the only way Please understand I don't want you to get hurt because of me...because of our love So forget me...hate me...just please understand